Thursday, September 28, 2006
jealousy jealousy jealousy
it's such an evil thing to watch someone like you
jealousy jealousy jealousy
nobody wins when you're full of envy
jealousy - paris hilton
oh you mean paris is jealous of nicole? oh, whatever. i love nicole more. paris is too bimbo. hahahas. oh you know i got a new nick from nam, its bimb. and he got a new nick from me and of course its himb. hahas.
just got back my prelims result. oh it suck. i did quite badly. i scored Cs for half of my subjects. so embarassing! im defaming myself. hahas.
i did a celebrity crossword puzzle in cosmogirl yesterday! hahas. they asked like so-not-important questions like: whats beyonce favourite ice cream flavour? what adam brody's pit bull called? what language alexis bledel use to communicate at home? hahas. i mean what the hell la. i had to like browse through google to find the answers despite knowing that actually theres answer at the last page of the magazine. hahas. they ask stupid questions also though, like: what is tinkerbell owner's first name? who is suri cruise father? hello? who else lo? the CRUISE is there. hahas. can you set more challenging questions until i have to call the magazine publisher or something? hahas
i permed my hair. i cut my fringe. i look like a poodle. seriously. hurhur. i kinda regret perming and fringing at the same time. i mean i look really nice when i just came out of the salon because the person styled for me. even my sister said my this hairstyle really different, like a catwalk kinda hairstyle. but when i style it myself, its like catwalk to dogwalk. hahas. i think it would be better if i had done either fringe or perm, not both. hahas. so im not posting any picture of me with my new hair, yet. YET. not until i manage to style my hair gorgeously back to the catwalk. hahas. xD
ooh, by the way, do you know that narcist is considered as personality disturbance. narcissistic people is hungry for praise and doesnt care about others. narcist comes from an athens [you know those kind of country hercules comes from. i think. hahas. its called yunani in bahasa.] ancient story. there was a super handsome king's son called narcisius who rejected a lot of girl's love because he's too busy looking at his own reflection in the river. until one time, he jumped into the river to chase after his reflection. then he died drowning. oh what a glam way to die. hahas. i mean can you imagine someone is looking into the singapore river and he jumped down because he want to chase his own reflection. that is so hilarious. hahas. how cute. hahas.
anyway, shall post some pictures of my trip back home!
being narcissistic. i wanna call it carolinistic. hahas.
brother, mama and me!
Sunday, September 24, 2006
all the girls stepping out for a public affair
all night lets rock cause the party dont stop
all the cameras come out for a public affair
who cares lets rock cause the party dont stop
a public affair -jessica simpson
CAMERAS CAMERAS CAMERAS! hahas. i took hell loads of picture these few days! but i cant post them all cause the internet cost here depends on how many kilobytes of stuffs i up/download, so im going to post some i really love. later. hahas.
its so good to be back home! mwacks mwacks mwacks to all my family members including the dogs and the turtles and the tortoises! and maybe to my mama's bed too. hahas. new decor, new recliner, new tv, new car... yeap, thats how long i have not been home! and i feel so unglam because i get car sick and close the car automatic sliding door manually. =.= no choice what! spore no car leh! spore got bus and train only! hahas.
went to the supposedly painless denstistry yesterday. the place so high-tech and clean la. theres this monitor attached to that dental chair, so its like you can see your teeth in the monitor or you can watch cable tv. hahas. and the dentist like to take picture of my teeth. like he took 5 pictures of mine. so i came to a conclusion that he wanted to be a photographer actually but his papa insisted that he should be a dentist cause they earn like loads of money. hahas. and its really painless! except for a few times he poked my root and when i see my mama cleared the bill. hahas. but the pain came after i left the denstist, like super pain i cant even chew my food properly the whole afternoon! terrible ar! and btw my teeth looks really gross close-up. erghhh.
then at night i went to my papa's friend wedding with mama and brother. so exciting! time to dress up! and i fount out mama have loads of make up and never even use them. wasted. so im saving some of the nice ones. hahas. and loads of papa's friend thought im like my brother's girlfriend cause they either thought im moulding in singapore or they always remember caroline as daddy's little girl. hmm, they really missed out something phenomenal man. WHOA. xD
and today was a shopping day! dont want to say much cause i didnt get anything nice. hahas. tomorrow going to cut my hair! and maybe perm. yeah yeah yeah!
post some pictures next time! im so sleeeeppyyyy! got to wake up early for blood test! its like my first blood test in 6-7 years maybe. needles make me giddy. erm, piercing needle is exceptional. hahas.
Thursday, September 21, 2006
ive been looking forward to today so much i had no mood to study for chemistry yesterday. but now i feel so damn angry. bwarr!
so you all know that im going back to jakarta to get my teeth fixed, hopefully it will be crystals-studded or something. anyway, so i was like rushing like mad from school to home to airport, didnt even have proper lunch with vana. did a super quick shopping at mac in here [not mcd hoh!] which is so saddenning cause i had no time to see all the color that i like. then i rush to my gate. i took budget airline ma, so must rush lo, i scared they fly off without me since they so budget who knows they dont even want to make announcement to call the passengers. but just like 10 seconds after i reach the gate, they announced that the flight is delayed cause of punctured tyre. so pekchek right! so angry till i got headache leh! so here i am using the free internet blogging lo. and the best part is, im carrying my guess bag and polar puffs on one hand, laptop on the other and i wear my new super high wedge and imagine those rushing with these. i think my leg they are tearing apart really soon.
HELP!
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
dont take too long to say
i love you
to the ones you love
cause time has a habit of slipping away
one more moment - sun ho and ronin
ITS SO TRUE! you dont know what will happen tomorrow, next week, next month, next blah... so yeap, go and say i love you to the ones you love because time has a habit of slipping away and make you fall flat down into the drain, something like that. hahas. but seriously, if not you will really really regret and regard yourself as the biggest cowfool. err, thats my term to describe coward + fool. hahas.
today so bad mood la. i cant do the bio paper today. i just get so turned off by bio that i cant be bothered to put any effort to understand it and pretend to love it for a day or something. argh. forget it.
there is this new bubble tea shop near my school and the auntie is so cute. hahas. nam wanted to buy vanilla oreo and i think the auntie is mainland china or something and she was like "hah? vanilla OYEEO?" something like that. hahas. and i wanted almond milk tea and she asked me "almond she she mo?" i was like what the hell i dont know whats almond in chinese la. so i order strawberry instead lo, cause thats like the only one i know in chinese, i know its zao mei ma. hahas. and nam hoh, do you know he sleeps like a pig? the other day he came my house for combined tuition and i found out he has this ability to sleep everywhere, like in the bus and at the bus stop while waiting for bus. and i think he sleep-walk too. he looked so dead while walking, like zombies. and when he reached my house, he yanked his shoe off his feet and throw his bag to the sofa and continue sleeping like nobody's business. so embarassing! =.=
went to meet julian just now. he wanted to borrow my polaroid, so i lend him lo. and so nice of him to give me cupcakes! yes, he made it himself! and SURPRISINGLY, its nice! but the strawberry cream are too sweet and the strawberry fillings are too little. hahas.
mental note to self:
lend more things to julian to enjoy free cup cakes! ;D
anyway, check this sinful cupcakes!
http://www.c-cup.biz/
sister jerblinn came over too!
and bought me secret recipe's chocolate marshmallow cake!
i can feel my tooth decay getting worse. hahas.
letty, nam and me were talking about SI's jonathan leong and hady mirza. i hope hady wins simply because he looks more appealing than jonathan who looks like some kind of the 80s ahbeng to me. hahas. but do you really think that SI brings out the talent out of them? i mean look at taufik batisah now, i think he is more well-known as the guy holding a big gulp rather than his singing. hmmm. so much to have your pictures pasted on 7eleven island-wide!
Monday, September 18, 2006
no matter what i do
all i think about is you
even when im with my boo
boy, you know im crazy over you
dilemma - nelly feat. kelly rowland
me no boo. im still single but kinda unavailable. hahas. but today is all about dilemma, dilemma and more dilemma.
yesterday was attributes day! yeah, love them loads! evidence of my love for them? i went to eat long john with them even though i had this stupid throbbing headache hitting me. and the west people are nice enough to choose paya lebar instead of clementi. hahas. and why do i want to spend time with fellow attributors? because i only see them fornightly! i mean, imagine if i see them like every day or every week, i will be so sick of them soon. oops. hahas. but there is this special someone that i practically see every day, every hour, every minute, every second and i never ever get bored with her. hahas. because i love her loads. yeap, im talking about myself. ;D
anyway, since i was already at paya lebar, went to vana's house, intending to borrow her bed and catch up with her. but we end up having dinner at parkway. pastamania's ocean baked pasta tasted so bad, cheat my 10dollahs. then had some unintentional shopping and vana bought this hot red off- shoulder top which is really nice. and i wanted to get the polkadots' with longer sleeve but its so expensive. i mean i wont pay something brandless for 40dollahs. i could get 2 zara tops with that. but dont worry beetch, you look hot in red and your red snake-skin shoe. hahas. we were so snakey yesterday.
i was waiting for vana to take a bath, so i take a picture of myself lo.i love love love my fringe like that i keep prasing and touching it like the whole sunday.
anyway, thanks to letty for the border design! :D
you know sometimes there are just time for you stare into the ceiling and start pondering about how enjoyable/sucky/purposeful your life is. well i did yesterday and i love my life, i love most of the people around me that make my world vibrantly colored and gay. i love bitching about stuffs. and admit it, you bitch about someone before at least once in your life time. and who knows the one you bitched about its me. ha. and when people say we always want to have something we dont have, dont deny it, its so true. i want more to life. i want what i never had. i want this, that and you. i want to know who is my husband and have a glamourous job in the fashion scene.
in case i have not been announcing loud enough, i want to have a fashion-related job in the future. but im thinking way much too far because i dont know how to start pursuing my job and i should get going in two months' time. [yes, thats how close i can go and jump up down left and right!] i kept changing my mind and now i have to confess it and start telling myself im doing fashion to have a feel of it. oh the glams. hahas. but im still confused which school i should go to. i mean theres like la salle, nafa, raffles design or tp design which i feel like going and i actually already start imagining my glorious days there. oh cant wait. hahas.
its really getting late and i havent touch a single anything for tomorrow's physics pratical which is bad. and actually i dont really know what to touch since shariffah didnt conduct experiment lesson at all and i just realise dilemma doesnt really suit the title for today. but who cares la. urgh. study la study!
Saturday, September 16, 2006
...
your sexiness is so appealing
i cant let it go
know that i cant get over you
cause everything i see is you
and i dont want no substitute
baby i swear it's deja vu
deja vu -beyonce
i practically slack slack slack and shake leg the whole day at home. i planned to study but it didnt really work out because i dont have any sense of urgency since monday's paper is chem prac. hahas.
today handi sms to me to ask whether i know how to fold paper crane and i replied saying that i only know how to fold paper plane. HAHAHAS.
not funny meh? it was john's idea and i think its so hilarious. hahas.
ohwell, anyway, i intend to post some random photos for today because pictures speak a thousand words. whoa
here are some of the reasons why your photos are posted here:
[1] i adore you.
[2] im proud to be your friend.
[3] the photo is nice.
[4] i simply look fantabulous in it.
and if your photo is not posted here:
[1] you never snap a shot with me.
[2] youre insignificant to me.
[3] the photo is a disaster.
[4] i simply look terrible in it.
SO ENJOY!
i love my family! they are like the best i have ever had. ;D
da jie! this proves my [or our] enthusiasm towards doughnuts! hahas.
wanna look at how i look 10 years down the road?
yeap, the one in yellow.
i love my brother!
my niece! i know you are so jealous of her red sexy lips. hahas.
weili! we have been friends since the flinstone generation, really.
love them loads!
if sars going to invade us again, we're so ready!
last few pics together with our long-distance bitch, maya!
vana and me on our oh-we're-so-hot day. xD
rooftop!
surya and me!
fransis, SMILE!
handi, please stop touching surya. you're so sick. hahas.
i hate these people, except uni,
cause they always ask me to put back utensils! xD
miss carol and miss b! i think miss b sounds sexier than miss bev! hahas.
its like miss Bitch, miss Bimbo, miss Bombshell, miss Blah.
nam's punishment for sleeping in class! RAWR! hahas.
e99! after merger and before separation! hahas.
e99 and e353 sisters!
those shades are like only 16dollahs and we look really hot and sexy in it. hahas.
say hello to shopping!
our tattooed hands!
and of course, my best friend - myself!
Friday, September 15, 2006
. L . O . L . O . L . O .
. L . O . V . E .
. L . O . L . O . L . O .
oh did you hear me say?
L.O.V.E. -Ashlee Simpson
. L . O . V . E .
. L . O . L . O . L . O .
oh did you hear me say?
L.O.V.E. -Ashlee Simpson
my morning started really bad. i was in this sardine-packed 133 and somehow was standing so closely in between an old-wrinkled man and a guy with this super heavy gold chain hanging down to his belly. urgh. i swore i breathe in and out only every 10 seconds. i know that sounds a bit mean but they smell kinda weird.
went to school totally moodless cause i wasnt really prepared for prac. then i was in the carpark when tobie was like:
"cal!" *points to one direction*
and i was like what? what? what? cause my brain was still in starting mode. then he pointed out that the tree was flowerless. and bev and me just jumped into conclusion, got so excited we started memorizing how to draw that damn flower. but at last it didnt come out. grrr. onion came out instead lo, and its making my fingertips smell really bad and i can still smell it now despite having them washed and lotioned and assured by vana that the smell is gone. and ms lam was giving us hints and helps during prac, which is good but its so irritating because she kept talking and complaining just because we chose a flimsy onion ring i cant concentrate.
then we were quarantined at the band room which smells really bad. hahas. played truth or dare with bev, xm, uni, tobiela [psst, thats his new name!], eldon and without nam because he chose his book more than all of us. bwarr! anyway, i got to be exposed to so much infactuations and crushes and dramas all around which i never thought of. :X hahas. then had a heart to heart talk with tobiela on the topic of L.O.V.E. whoa, i didnt know he is so, hmm, into it, if you know what and who im talking about. hahas. okay, zip zip. shall not say more.
planned to meet vana for retail therapy at our favourite store [read: watsons!] and dinner at arnold's. but i overslept! hahas. so only managed to go for dinner then i gotta rush down to tamp for cg. its so hard to be seperated from vana. hahas. okay, dont get me wrong, its just that we love each other's companion so much it took us like 1o minutes to say the three letter word, B-Y-E. hahas.
met bev and stella and brystal [is that how you spell her name?] at tamp isetan. and ohmygoodness, guess what i spotted. the GUESS bag that has been haunting me for a few weeks! hahas. and i saw more design there. so spoilt for choice la. now i have to meditate which one out of four i should get soon. SOON. because i dont want to see the bag sitting on other people's shoulder before the same kind sit on mine. xD
off meditating!
Thursday, September 14, 2006
even though the gods are crazy
even though the stars are blind
if you show me real love baby
i'll show you mine*
hahas. i just cant get the song out of my mind man. it has been one of my loyal mugging-companion song. you gotta admit paris can sing alright. hahas. damn. its so unfair.
anyway, firstly let me give a grand welcome note to all of you...
WELCOME TO MY BLOG!
errm, okay, not so grand. hahas. anyway, i love this skin. its like, so me. hahas. but i hate the address. i couldnt get misscarol.blogspot.com because there is this whoever who is using it. and she is not even blogging constantly. rawr. wasted. if not my blog could have gotten sexier without that dash at the back of misscarol.
ohwell, anyway, this is like my second blog. my first one was made out of compulsion for my english holiday assignment. hahas. then it rested in peace when school started. then all of a sudden my friends they all are like blogging and they seem to be so passionate about it. so, yeap, here i am to join in the circle! hahas.
sometimes i think blogging is so restricted. i mean, there are just some part of my life that some people should and shouldnt know about. but these few days ive been filled with so much thoughts and i feel like doing verbal diarrhoea on some people but all of them are like buried under their killer textbooks or they just simply couldnt stand me blahblah-ing all day. so i think blogging would do me good and help to reduce my blabber level in school. yeap, vana and bev, i can see you are overjoyed. hahas.
you know i feel like as if i keep ejecting adrenaline into my system these few days. its like today i had my em2 paper at 1030. so im suppose to reach school around 1000. then this morning i was woken up by nam's sms this morning:
"what time are you reaching?"
and sleepy-head-caroline look at the wallclock which she sets half an hour faster for to-make-herself-feel-better-that-she-wakes-up-"later"-than-her-friends-every-morning purpose [at least, thats what i think] and it was 0820 and i had immediate heart palpitation because i thought my paper starts at 0800. then i think again the time is 0750 in reality. but still i was late. then somehow i thought it was saturday. and when i start to get excited just because its saturday, my brain got activated and i manage to digest that my paper starts at 1030. urgh.
and last sunday my alarm didnt ring and it was 0800 that my maid woke me up and i was kinda late for church. and again, yes again, my plan to take public transport had to be terminated.
and yesterday, i thought i lost my ezlink in mcd when its actually in between my math notes inside my bag. ohyea, yesterday went studying with weili, which actually felt more like shopping and make-up workshop to me. hahas. bought new concealer [yes, issac you can use it this sunday], soap and she introduced me to brighter blusher, which makes me feel like i have babboon's-butt face. hahas. but i think its quite nice. then we took 58 home together and waited like years for it because we missed the previous bus right in front of our nose. so yeap, it always gives us the opportunity to snap snap pictures. so here's some shots!
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both pictures are like the same actually. hahas. weili looks so peaceful is the first picture! hahas. but not dead that kind of peaceful la! hahas. and i showed my ear! which i dont usually do. ohcrap. hahas.
there are actually more shots we took but our face look so expanded [read: ugly] in it. and who on earth will pose unpleasant pictures of themselves right. hahas.
ohright. tomorrow is bio prac and i havent memorize any testa or pericarp a seed has. they are only seeds, why must they be so complex. ha.
anyway, time to diffuse into concentrated bio!